I can’t get this song out of my head. It’s like as if it’s talking to my soul everyday and saying it will be okay, you know him best, others don’t understand. You have always loved his blue eyes and those strong hands that have held you for years. Those hands are magic and you…… Continue reading I cried for you, too
So Christmas is approaching again. What a weird year it has been. But you and I, we are still here, together. You have never asked me about this blog, despite me telling you that I write to the ether to release my anger and frustrations with you. But that doesn’t seem to register? You go…… Continue reading Another Christmas cometh!
It’s been two weeks now. The days begin to blend into one, but I am still here in this nightmare. You left the hospital after eight days and are now in a recovery home, for a couple of weeks. So far, you’ve been there five days. My feelings for you change daily. I’m struggling with everything and…… Continue reading Day 14 – Be strong they said
The phone keeps ringing and people are dropping in to make sure i am okay. I am okay. It’s like another job trying to make sure I’ve spoken to every necessary. Each time I speak, my stomach churns and I cry at certain points of my story. This is now how I had imagined my…… Continue reading Day three, I’m okay, what about you?
This would be fun if it wasn’t so awful. My cousin has come from her home seven hours drive away to be with me. She got in her car as soon as T spoke to her. It took her all day to get here, with her heart in her mouth and post Christmas weariness. She is my cousin, but…… Continue reading Suicide summer, day two
So, I’ve decided that Fridays should be ‘Fess up Day’ from now on. I think I’ll use the day as a weekly cleanse for those things I’ve wanted to say to the world all week but were too frightened to voice. Fridays are supposed to be fun, you can be a little naughty on a…… Continue reading ‘Fess up Friday’
You are not a loser Lou, you are a constricted Lotus shoe. Seek a definition if you don’t understand this reference. Okay so I’ve been a little preoccupied with real life and haven’t made time to post. To have a blog you actually need to write a blog, it doesn’t write itself does it. Life…… Continue reading You are not a loser Lou
Dear Bootcamp, I have a confession to make. I got bored with you and didn’t know what to say. I tried to get back to you, but other things got in the way. You kept looking at me from the corner of my screen and I just avoided you. I didn’t know what to say.…… Continue reading Can we build a bridge and get over it?
The Lotus Shoe 